84 lines
1.2 KiB
Markdown
84 lines
1.2 KiB
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Debauchery comes from not dealing with one's problems.
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Going back there was such a mistake.
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I was clearly so much happier at home.
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But maybe it was right.
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Maybe I needed to get out there. See it to the end.
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Right now, the question. Do I rest before the war?
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Could I be as happy there as I was in 2019?
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And then, before I left, I became unhappy again.
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I was so anxious all the time.
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Never knowing when Aliza would come down on me.
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And it is the same with Nate.
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But, on the other hand,
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Fights must be seen to the end.
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We cannot falter. Cannot run.
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I hate this feeling, to be honest.
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Or maybe I love it. I don't know.
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What do I really want?
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I want to ...
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ugh.
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I want Noah and Delaney in a more humid place.
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We need to figure this out.
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Have a real conversation about it.
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Not distract ourselves like fools.
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I need to talk to him tomorrow.
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And Kyle.
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If he's serious about investment.
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Noah fucked me up with those mushrooms. To be honest.
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These drugs aren't good for me.
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Only caffeine.
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Even that isn't really good.
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But it's so much better than everything else.
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Should I just pull an all-nighter?
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I'm so hungry and I need to do stuff.
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I am go slow.
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I need to READ and DELETE all my notes. Why TF are they even in there?
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So disorganized. |